I know it's hard for you.
I know, I get it. It's not easy.
I'm afraid. I really do.
Afraid of the what-ifs.
I'm afraid I might lose you.
WHAT IF you decided to move back?
Because I know, deep inside, you're the man of the family.
You wanna take care of everything. And everyone.
I believe I can accept the distance. Even if it's hard....
I always want the best for you. And if this is the best for you, I'll do it.
But I'm also afraid of the changes.
WHAT IF the distance might change us. Change you, change me. And all that we used to be.
You should know, that I'm afraid of changes.
And I'm afraid you might change your mind.
WHAT IF while I'm few hundred miles away, and you found someone there, to stay. Someone who can be there for you. Someone who can take you away from me. And take care of you. And understands you better than I do. And appreciate and loves you more. Will you ever leave me?
And WHAT IF one day you realised, that you're a bit too old for me. And I dont have all the good wife material and I might be too young and childish. Will you give up on me?
WHAT IF your mother wants you to get married and settle down. Because I know most of your siblings are married. Will you ever find someone else?
And honestly, you've changed. You're different. We don't get along. So, WHAT IF one day you decided to leave because of all this? Maybe one day you'll realise that we're not meant to be... will you ever leave me? Can I live with that?
