Four

Where do we start?

Basically, i don't have someone "new" in my life. Because like my sister said, nothing new. -.-
Because we met few years back. And just that...
There's no such thing as love at first sight or whatever bullshit.

So, usually, i'll tell the whole world that i have somebody new in my life.
But now... I refused to.
Let them wonder who's my mr reason or is he just my another mr season?
He met few of my close friends. That's actually more than enough. Izenit?

Oh dear you, my so-close-to-heart,
My heart aches each time we're apart... Because im missing you.

Few days ago we "kinda" celebrated your birthday. I've been thinking what to give you.
Somehow your bestfriend told me to make a simple typography of your name and frame it.
I did, but, it's not the same. There's something definitely wrong with the marker. And the frame.
I know it's not enough...
I just hope you like it.

I've been thinking about you, since you're away.
I know I'm lucky to have you. Even I don't know how to say it.
And I know I never said this before, but I love you. I really do.
I appreciates everything you have done for me. All the little things.
I love you and all your little surprises.
I love you and all your annoying jokes.

You should know when I told you about my feelings, for the first time, I know, deep down, you're the right one.
I know that we can go through whatever, together.
I know that I might not be the right girl for you, but just so you know, I'll do whatever it takes, to be the right one, for you.
Cause baby, secretly, I do wish you're the guy I'll end up with.
Cause I know we might be different, but you're the right guy, for me.

xx