In three words, I can sum up literally everything I know about life ;
"It Goes On"
Except for me, they said I go around in circle. Well, I have to agree with them.
I've been going through the same shit, for the past five years. Same circle, same shit.
I'm trying to change, the hardest thing to do. If it's easy, then probably, we'd have a better world, with nicer people. But we don't.
Well, it's hard. I don't even know where to start.
New image? No.
That doesn't even mean I'm a new person. I'm just the same me, in a new version of the same me.
Mindfuck?
At least I decided to live my own life. Trying to be independent, which is rare. Because I'm a clingy bastard.
Well, I've tried so hard to be strong. To be someone new. To live my own life. Because I am my own hero.
I don't mind being the one left out, because hey, that's me! I'm always alone.
But I used to have someone I can rely on. And now, I don't.
This time, I am really my own hero.
Because I am on my own, now.
Hush, now. Whatever you have in mind, it's just between you and yourself.
I'm a big girl, I know where I stand.
But that doesn't mean I know nothing about you.
I tried to be cruel, that's the world we live in.
Tried to be tough, and be carefree.
Sick of people judging me. Bitch, this is my own life. I do whatever I want.
Live it, or leave it.
Because you don't understand what I'm going through.
Some jokes are acceptable, but someone please draw a line.
Well,
In another case,
I lied about my feeling, I lied about everything.
I thought I'd be fine, when i have... well, just me.
But no, I never felt so lonely.
But who cares, I don't need anybody.
Don't come here, don't come near.
I'm fine on my own, well, at least that's how it should be.
I don't need anyone, no, fuck I don't need sympathy.
Just stay away, and leave me be.
